mungii

2012-01-21T00:54:00.001+08:00

"You have to trust the process."

Quoting Kobe Bryant is the last thing I would want to do in my life and yet here we are.

OA

2012-01-04T15:25:00.001+08:00

kung gusto may paraan, kung ayaw madaming dahilan is always fucking right.

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T15:12:00.001+08:00

I'm praying hard it would be.

2011-12-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

i love you. :)

Just because you are my definition of happiness

2011-11-28T16:35:00.002+08:00

Sadness comes from not being able to understand why bad things happened to you. Freedom from sadness, however, is not called happiness. It's called peace of mind.

2011-11-27T12:51:00.001+08:00

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
It means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off....
It's the realization that I can't control another.....

To let go is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try and change or blame another,
I can only change myself.

To let go is not to care for, but to care about.

To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their own outcomes.

To let go is not to be protective,
It is to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny, but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment.

To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

2011-11-27T04:41:00.001+08:00

“Love communicated to another, does not say, ‘Be what I want you to be and make me happy’. It says rather, ‘Be what you need to be and let me help you’.”

— David Weatherford

Thanksgiving.

2011-11-25T08:30:00.006+08:00

Oh girl, you get to me in a way I can't believe

I need you and who knows where just friends ends

When you cross that line and love begins

In over my head and the water's turnin' blue

But what would I do without you

What would I do without you

Hearts never know the way they want to go and want to stay

We need two but in time you find the road

And though inside you know you've gotta go

The hardest part I find is you're all I ever knew

But what will I do without you

What will I do without you

I gotta break these habit chains I put on me

And be all that I can be, try and find what I need

Memories suspend in time, all the days when you were mine

And the chance I took to move, one I thought I'd never do

But I made it through without you

I made it through without you

From what would I do without you

To I made it through without you, without you

From what would I do without you

To I made it through without you, without you

From what would I do without you

To I made it through without you, without you

2011-11-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

"You have protect the sheep from the wolf. In order to protect the sheep from the wolf, you need to capture the wolf. It takes a wolf to capture a wolf."

You're my gift.

2011-11-19T04:44:00.002+08:00

sad.. =(

kaso bastos mga comments.

2011-11-16T02:21:00.001+08:00

tick tick tick..

kiterunner

2011-11-14T14:14:00.002+08:00

"One time, when I was really little, I climbed a tree and ate these green, sour apples. My stomach swelled and became hard as a drum,it hurt a lot. Mother said if I'd just waited for the apples to ripen, I wouldn't have become sick. So now, whenever I really want something, I try to remember what she said about the apples. "

kiterunner

2011-11-14T12:41:00.002+08:00

"A man who has no conscience, no goodness, does not suffer."

2011-11-13T16:05:00.001+08:00

"They only let you be this happy if they're preparing to take something from you."

:)

2011-09-09T19:40:00.001+08:00

L: hoy ginagawa mo jan?

M: nasa kwarto.. nakauwi ka na?

L: puntahan mo na ko sa labas nyo..

M: ha? sang labas? sa labas ng bahay namin? (excited tumayo agad sa kama)

L: oo sa labas nyo..

M: nasan ka na?

L: sa bahay namin..

M: T_T

2011-09-05T12:07:00.001+08:00

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

09/02/2009

2011-09-03T14:14:00.001+08:00

"Bat di na lang lumabas at magenjoy db?"

naalala ko pa yung ganyan ako magtext isang letter o dalawang letter na lang diba na.. anyway kitang kita ko sa profile picture mo na ang pangit ng tira mo at di papasok.. bobo mo naman pre.

2011-08-13T10:57:00.001+08:00

Tell me I'll never be out there again.

2011-07-31T14:17:00.001+08:00

Kahit kaibigan lang muna kita NGAYON... Basta ba, sa akin ka sa TAMANG PANAHON.. :)) wew.. ♥

Palike-like ka pang tangina ka.

2011-07-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

Every second counts.

2011-07-17T04:34:00.001+08:00

IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIIHATEsleeping..

2011-07-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

These weird dreams are starting to bug me. Even my friends are having them too.

2011-07-13T04:00:00.001+08:00

That's a slap in the face I really needed.

2011-07-10T03:16:00.000+08:00

Maybe all good things must come to an end.

2011-07-09T18:23:00.001+08:00

Never been scared of the future until now.

LSS

2011-07-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brain
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moon beam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

2011-07-08T02:11:00.003+08:00

Everyday it kills me as the day I depart for the U.S. nears. I won't be able to see your face when you sleep during bus rides. I don't really understand why you have doubts whether I want to see you or not. It's just hard to balance the things I want to do before I go. That is why I always try to ask you if you want to go with me to do something because if you ask me what I want to do before I go, my answer would be spend every minute with you.

2011-07-03T01:39:00.001+08:00

"I wonder how does it feel?"

"How does what feel?"

"The feeling that you're always going."

Can't even finish this movie.

2011-07-01T23:36:00.001+08:00

Eating my pride just to play basketball.

=(

2011-06-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

Sa araw-araw na paggising ko nalulungkot ako dahil sa pending ko na pag-alis. Everytime na may masayang lakad napapatulala ako kasi ito ang mga bagay na mamimiss ko. Di ako sigurado na pagbalik ko meron pang mga ganito, o ito ang mga kasama ko pa rin kung mangyayari ba itong mga lakad na ito ulit. Truly, the future does not promise anything. Kahit pa anong pilit ko, natatakot talaga ako pero one thing I'm sure of ay ayoko na ganito ako palagi. Pabigat. Palamunin. Ayoko ng ganun. Ako lang siguro ang nag-iisip nito pero whenever na nasa bahay ako, I feel na wala akong say sa mga bagay bagay dahil wala naman talaga akong naiiaambag dito sa bahay financially. Kahit pa sabihin ng mga tao na wala lang yung pera, kikitain naman yan, totoo pa rin na money makes the world go round. Sa labas labas, sa gasolina at kahit sa pagpapamilya. Jan ako pinakaconcerned. I want a family so bad na gusto ko nang ifastforward yung buhay ko palagi. I want to have children. I want to have a loving wife, a good house, a dog, a maid. Basta. Ika nga ng mommy ko, tumayo sa sarili kong paa. Ako rin naman ang may kasalanan bat ganito, dapat tapos na ko. I know regrets at this stage won't help me pero I'm just saying. I'm trying to fix my situation at sa tingin ko, matutulungan ako nitong decision ko para malapit ako sa goal ko. I won't skip school. I'm just trying to find a way kung saan makakatulong na ko pero nagsuschool pa rin ako at ito na yun. I may have to sacrifice a lot and people around me will try to sacrifice as well. I'm sorry. If this hurts you or anyone, It hurts more for me.

2011-06-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday! :)

2011-06-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

Emergency leave mo mukha mo.

2011-05-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

Mabibilib ako kay Lebron kung di siya maitim.

Just saying.

2011-05-17T13:40:00.002+08:00

Being deleted from your friends list rings a certain kind sound to my ears.

I will miss your chubby cheeks and your wide forehead which I kissed a million times before.

I guess this is me saying goodbye.

Self-pity

2011-05-17T03:08:00.003+08:00

Ako ang unang taong magsasabing masama magcompare ng sarili mo sa iba kasi generally di naman lahat ng tao ay ginawang parehas. May mga taong ginawa talaga inferior kaysa sa iba. May mga taong mas matalino, may sense kausap o kaya naman mas magugustuhan ng mga kaibigan mo para sayo dahil mas mabagay kayo. Pero in the end, that doesn't mean na inferior ka. Iba lang talaga ang pagkakagawa sayo at siguro may specific kang lugar o purpose para sayo sa mundo.

Gusto ko maging confident sa kung ano ako. Kung san ako magaling at kung san ako kulang. Maybe there are things na di na mababago sakin or di na makikita sakin ng ibang tao. Walang sense para iplease ang lahat ng tao. Pero selfish naman kung wala kang pakialam sa kanila. Mahirap ibalanse yang dalawang yan kasi alam mong parehas makakaaapekto sayo.

Iniisip ko kanina bakit di ko kayang maging poetic, bakit di ko kayang maging mas sensible kausap, bakit ka nasabihan na panginternet lang, anong kinalaman ko dun, may kinalaman ba ko? Kung wala naman, bakit ako natotorete ng ganito? Bakit ba ko ganito? Ano bang kulang sakin? Bakit masyado akong ganito? na seloso or ewan? Bakit feeling ko wala naman talaga akong kakampi sa mga kaibigan mo? Hanggang kailan ba ko ganito? Bakit ako ganito? Paikot ikot lang yung mga naiisip ko na gusto ko na lang mawala. O mawala ng matagal. O ewan. Ewan ko.. Mabait naman ako. I'm not the smartest person around pero meron naman akong mga bagay na pinageexcel-an. Sa tingin ko patient ako. Ewan tama na to antok na ko.

Punked.

2011-05-16T13:27:00.001+08:00

A year has gone and still when I close my eyes, I see your huge yellow eyes staring at me while you show that irritating smile of yours.

2011-05-09T13:13:00.001+08:00

Malamig kasi maitim ka.

Happy Mother's Day ♥

2011-05-08T04:30:00.002+08:00

Natatawa ako when they say na they have the best mom in the universe or generous, understanding, basta mga adjective na marami na may most sa unahan. E hindi naman lahat ng tao kapatid ko. Pano nangyari yun? :)

2011-04-11T20:47:00.002+08:00

Kumakain ako kanina, iniisip ko lahat ng nangyari. Pero since nanonood ako ng Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin, ang naisip ko e mga gera. Yung pagmamahalan natin, pwede kong ihambing sa mga gera. Parang X-men Origins : Wolverine ang tema. Ang magkapatid na si Wolverine at Sabretooth ay mga mutants na ang special abilities ang regeneratin at maliban dun ay kaya nilang gumawa ng mga weapons gamit ang buto at kuko nila respectively. Pero ang comparison dun, since nakakapagregenerate sila, di sila namamatay. Kaya kahit gaano karaming gera ang daanan nila, magiging ok sila, mga sugat nila ay gagaling. Madami na tayong gerang napanggalingan. Iba-ibang laban ang ating nilaban. Para sa iba-ibang dahilan pero para marating ang iisang bagay lamang ay yun ay magkasama tayo hanggang sa huli. Di ko alam kung ganyan din ang nakikita mo. Ewan ko kung nakasenti mode lang ako ngayon. Pero yung natirang ilaw ko ng pag-asa, nakita kong buhay pa.

04/10/11

2011-04-10T10:31:00.002+08:00

This day, I lost my faith in love.

But I know deep inside, I'm still hoping that I can prove myself wrong about this.

2011-04-07T20:36:00.001+08:00

Sa dinami dami ng nakilala
Walang kapares kung sayo'y
Ihahambing sila
Sayo lang natikman ang langit
Kung saan saan naghanap [kung saan saan napadpad],
Sayo lang natangpuan

[Chorus]:
Tamis ng unang tikim,
Hinahanap hanap, di na makikita
Ika'y walang kahambing,
Ang bangis at walang kasing tamis
Na unang tikim

Karanasan natin na kay lupit
Sayo kahit ano di ko pagpapalit
Sayo lang nalasap ang langit
Kung saan-saan naghanap [isang pag-ibig na wagas],
Sayo lang nadama

"you put the boom-boom into my heart.."

2011-04-06T16:50:00.003+08:00

"He who is not impatient is not in love."

Everything's gonna be ok in the end. If it's not ok, then it's not the end.

For God blessed me with you.

kom sema-ri-ga
han chi-be-yi-so
appa gom
omma gom
ae-gi gom
appa gommun tung-tung-hae
omma gommun nal-shin-hae
ae-gi gommun na bul-gwi-yo-wo
hishuk hishuk cha-rhan-da

"ikaw naman kasi.. ang oa mo.. laging sablay yung diskarte mo."

"all you can do is push forward, try a little harder next time."

ang Love, parang chemical bonding, minsan ionic, minsan covalent.

"It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop."

2011-04-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

It feels like the first time. The only difference is no more 30 day letters.

2011-04-05T02:19:00.000+08:00

Her best days will be some of my worst.

2011-03-29T21:31:00.001+08:00

e p(*&@!ina katamad kayong isipin.

Pulis

2011-03-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

Tinatawagan mo lang ako pag kailangan mo ko..

:)

2011-02-27T15:30:00.001+08:00

Salamat, tayo'y magkasamang muli
Salamat at may gabing nakalaan sa kaunting kasiyahan

2011-02-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

May nakita ako sa FB kanina.. LOVE + HAPPINESS = YOU.

Ewan maling equation yan.. Pano pag love lang ang meron tas walang happiness nung time na yun.. Di ba.. Mali.. Ungas talaga ng mga tao.. :))

2011-02-15T11:16:00.001+08:00

moving on..

hopefully..

six..

2011-02-15T05:08:00.002+08:00

going for 7.. :)

keep an eye on your valuables.. :)

2011-01-24T13:41:00.002+08:00

I've been searching a long time

For someone exactly like you

I've been travelling all around the world

Waiting for you to come through.

Someone like you makes it

All worth while

Someone like you keeps

Me satisfied. Someone exactly

Like you.

I've been travellin' a hard road

Lookin' for someone exactly like you

I've been carryin' my heavy load

Waiting for the light to come

Shining through.

Someone like you makes it

All worth while

Someone like you keeps

Me satisfied. Someone exactly

Like you.

I've been doin' some soul searching

To find out where you're at

I've been up and down the highway

In all kinds of foreign lands

Someone like you... [etc.]

I've been all around the world

Marching to the beat of a different drum.

But just lately I have

Realised

The best is yet to come.

Someone like you...

2011-01-23T03:23:00.000+08:00

belated happy birthday.

2011-01-12T22:56:00.001+08:00

Witness to a city that never sleeps
Where sins are made then buried
Doesn't matter how deep or hidden
It's always, always there.
Hold back the tears, there's little reprieve
If you show you are weak
You're accepting defeat
Pick up the pieces and dust yourself off
Then banner away.

From my recollection.

2011-01-01T23:53:00.002+08:00

B: I love you Jake, but don't make me choose because it's always gonna be him.

Stings me every time I hear this line.

Or every time I see you as OUR mutual friend.

sorry.

2010-12-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

If you need a friend
Don't look to a stranger
You know in the end
I'll always be there

And when you're in doubt
And when you're in danger
Take a look all around
And I'll be there

I'm sorry, but i'm just thinking of the right words to say(I Promise You)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be(I Promise You)
But if you wait around a while I'll make you fall for me(I Promise You)
I promise , I promise you I will

When your day is through
And so is your temper
You know what to do
I'm gonna always be there

Sometimes if I shout
It's not what's intended
These words just come out
With no cross to bear

I'm sorry, but i'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you wait around a while I'll make you fall for me
I promise, I promise you

Sa paglimot.

2010-12-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

I try and try but still fail. I cry and cry when I fail. But after that, I try again.

2010-11-23T05:46:00.001+08:00

i'm too young to feel sorry for myself.

uwi na koooo.. :)

2010-11-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

Mga nakamiss sakin at naghihintay sa paguwi ko.. haha.. :)

2010-11-08T16:15:00.001+08:00

kalma kapatid mo muka mo.

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2010-11-07T14:36:00.002+08:00

Nanonood kami ng Maalaala Mo Kaya no mommy tapos si Coco Martin at Rio Locsin ang bida. Di ko alam kung autistic siya or ano basta special child siya. Tapos gusto niyang maging pulis. Ayun adi naging janitor siya dun sa police station tas eventually nasama na siya sa mga bisyo ng pulis. Inuman, etc. Tapos nagiinuman sila tas pilsen yung iniinom nila. Tapos naalala ko dati pag nagbbday si mommy sa pinas eh pale pilsen yung iniinom nila ng mga officemates nya. Tas sabi ko sa nanay ko pulis ka pala eh.. Hahaha.. :)

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2010-11-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

Nagpunta kami kanina sa pamangkin ng nanay ko. Sa kanya nanggaling yung mga bloke bloke ng chocolate na pinapadala ng nanay ko samin kasi nagtatrabaho sya sa warehouse ng chocolate.. Grabe ansarap nung dinner namin. Ribs na ewan.. Preseasoned. Tas pag kinuha mo nahuhulog yung buto.. Imba lambot. Anyway. Tahimik naman yung pagkain namin sa kainan. Parang wala kasi kaming things in common. Tas biglang ang makakapagpagulo lang pala samin eh yung relationship nila Dave JR at Ramon sa Tayong Dalawa.. Haha weird.. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na allergic din pala nanay ko sa painkillers kasi paginom nya ng alaxan eh namaga yung mga mata nya..

Pwedeng gawing ebidensya to na ang gusto mong mapangasawa ay malapit sa ugali ng nanay mo.. Haha..

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2010-11-04T09:03:00.001+08:00

parehas tayong wala pang ligo. :)

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2010-11-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

andami kong namiss na araw nang pagbablog.. special tong araw na to.. kasi nagloloko yung chikka.. di ako makapaggnyt at masabing gigising ako ng maaga.. haha.. at nanalo yung sanfrancisco giants sa baseball ng championship.. pag andito ako sa US eh mas inclined akong manood ng football at baseball.. di naman sa forced akong manood dahil masarap manood ng palabas sa malaking flatscreen na tv.. pero ewan.. haha masaya naman sya.. kung ganito rin kahyped ang mga laro rito siguro nakahiligan ko rin manood nung mga yun.. haha.. anyway..

gnyt! looking forward sa pasalubong ko.. :)

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2010-10-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

Shiela Miraflor ganda bubble gang ngaun
about a minute ago · Comment ·
Vincent Raye Rebultan i don't care..
about a minute ago · Comment ·

Pagkabukas ko ng FB yan ang nakita ko.. nakakatawa lang.. hahahaha..

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2010-10-27T21:04:00.004+08:00

palagi na lang ako nakakatulog kaya di ko alam mga nangyayari sa paligid ko.. huhu.. GVs dahil parang tama yung mga pagkakaayos ko sa fantasybasketball.. sayang yung pera din yun eh.. haha..

GV talaga! ingat sa ating next bakasyunista! enjoy your first plane ride at out of country trip :)

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2010-10-25T12:12:00.002+08:00

Nothing to be happy about today.. Nagmaneho sa malakas ang ulan. Halos wala na kong makita habang umaandar yung sasakyan. Wala akong nadelihensya sa mga tita ko. T_T At natalo ang 49ers sa football. (aba nanonood na ko ng football.. wala pa kasing nba.. haha..)

At itong babaeng to, tinignan lang ako buong araw.

Tama na noh. Kikiligin na ko nyan sige ka.

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2010-10-24T14:59:00.001+08:00

There's nothing to write today.

Ay meron pala!

Miss na kita! :)

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2010-10-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

Dito na lang ako magkacountdown dahil andaming nangingialamsa FB. Bat ba di ko pa naisip na dito na lang.. Haha.. Anyway I had my flu shots yesterday..Yung sinisinghot.. Ang weird kasi naalala ko nagkatrangkaso pala ako nung kelan lang tas may shots pala ako.. Nye. Usual baboy day ngayon pero ngayong baboy day na to ay pizza night.. Ansarap talaga ng pizzaaaaaaa. T_T tumimbang ako tapos kabom. +3lbs na ko agad after ilang days lang.. Sana dilang ako natanga magbasa nung timbangan.. I've got 17lbs to go.. Haha..

zzzzz..

2010-10-22T14:40:00.002+08:00

This picture just might make my 28 days left here.. haha.. ♥

2010-10-21T20:40:00.001+08:00

"Mahal kita, maaaring di sa paraang gusto mo, pero sa paraang alam ko."

2010-10-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

tss. ayoko nang majetlag next time.

2010-10-14T05:43:00.002+08:00

Andamidaming gustong magpamilya na binata, tapos andaming nagbubuhay binata na may pamilya na. Di ko gets what's not to love sa pagpapamilya.

2010-10-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

(Isaiah 25:8)

2010-10-01T14:11:00.001+08:00

I always cry when I see the first part of the movie Up.

More tears today than usual.

My condolences.

2010-09-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

Name: Marnex Cleod L. Mijares

Age: 22

Birthday: Feb. 29, 1988

Occupation: Useless scum of Earth

One less scum off the planet.

2010-09-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

"Hindi mo man lang siya nakilala."

I knew from the beginning that he's one of the people whom you would have wanted me to meet and I know that I would have liked him too, if not as much as you do.

I pray that he's happy wherever he may be.

zzzz

2010-09-11T06:32:00.000+08:00

bobo.. kala ko bahay lang. zzzzzz

What if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

2010-08-31T19:21:00.002+08:00

Ito ang inisip ko buong araw. Ang ibang tao, they fight for what they feel given that it's true. One thing I've learned in this

relationship ay you have to keep fighting. Pag gusto, may paraan. Pag ayaw, madaming dahilan. Dapat sa tanda mong

yan alam mo na yan. Tapos ka na. Your time is up, matagal na. Please try to move on with your life. Alam kong sa

gandang lalaki mong yan makakahanap ka pa ng ibang babae. Or pwede rin namang wala ka lang talagang delikadesa

para gawin mo tong ganito. How can someone expect to be friends with someone na you've done wrong. Knowing na

yung ginawa mo might have jeopardized her relationship with another person. Sinabi na sayo na di na pwedeng ganun

eh. Para san pa. Para manlandi? I just don't get it na you don't feel any guilt sa ginawa mo. Kahit pa na alam mo na

di ko alam yun. Mahiya ka naman. Kung sa'yo mangyari yun, I know you would have done something else. Pero di

ako katulad mo. Hanggang dito lang ang kaya kong gawin. Pero minsan, sana I could let this all out. Isang malakas

na suntok, isang malakas na hampas ng tubo sa tuhod. Di ko maintindihan yung galit ko. Galit na galit ako pag

nakikita kita sa FB. Pero pag nakita na kita in person ako pa ang nahihiya. Parang you have that advantage over me.

Na di kita kayang hawakan or anoman. Di ko alam. Looks like I'm booked for weeks of sleepless nights yet again.

matagal ka na dapat patay gago.

2010-05-29T14:18:00.001+08:00

Archie likes PATAYIN LAHAT NG BABAERO!!!

2010-05-25T18:05:00.001+08:00

Something's up.

2010-05-24T09:58:00.001+08:00

IF YOU HAVE 10 SECONDS…. Hit pause. This will come in handy the next time he’s really bugging you. Say, when he’s dawdling, making you late again to visit your mother. Before one righteous word flies out of your mouth, FREEZE. Just watch him for 10 seconds. Visualize yourself in his shoes. Visualize him as he looked the first time you fell for him. Pause the action. (In email terms, it’s a kind of a Save As Draft so you don’t actually send the inflammatory message). Ten seconds gives you time to flash on, “Oh, he’s very uncomfortable with my family,” or “Hmmm, he’s been whipped at work and needs to be in control of something (pathetic as his choice may be.)” It might occur to you that “a few minutes late” isn’t worth a fight. Then again, you might conclude that, yes, he is a total jerk. At least you tried.

IF YOU HAVE A MINUTE… This is from a great article in the current Scientific American Mind by Robert Epstein (do it with your guy): Embrace each other gently and gradually synchronize your breathing with his. Just stand there inhaling and exhaling together, as if you were one being. A minute or two of this, apparently, lowers your inhibitions—and that can help people bond.

IF YOU HAVE 2 MINUTES… Jot down three things he’s done lately that you appreciate (OK, one?). Send the list as a note to him in an email at work. Or slip it under his coffee mug in the morning. Or just casually mention, “You know, I dug the way you handled that surly waiter the other day.” Yeah, it’s a tad corny, but experts say it really works. Certainly, if there’s one thing the research on happy long-term couples shows, it’s that they figure out how to accentuate the positive. “When you say or list what you appreciate in him, it brings those things more to the forefront of the mind,” says Gail Saltz, MD, Today Show commentator and author ofThe Ripple Effect: How Better Sex Can Lead to a Better Life. “It also prompts him to say what he really appreciates about you.”

IF YOU HAVE 3 MINUTES… Here’s another good one from Epstein: Standing or sitting fairly close to your partner, start moving your hands, arms, and legs any way you like—but in a fashion that perfectly mimics his. “This is fun but also challenging,” Epstein writes. “You will both feel as if you are moving voluntarily, but your actions are also linked to those of your partner.” See if this doesn’t activate your empathy circuits.

IF YOU’VE GOT 5 MINUTES… Try a daily forgiveness ritual, suggests Sharon Salzberg, a revered spiritual teacher and cofounder of the Insight Meditation Society in Barre, Massachusetts. It's like a little shot of immunity to prevent you from fighting. Find a quiet spot to sit, and let these phrases go through your mind: If I have hurt or harmed you, knowing or unknowingly, I ask your forgiveness. If you have hurt or harmed me, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive you. “You’re not saying, ‘It's all right that you did that,’" Salzberg explains. You’re just opening up your mind to ideas like, "I let go of seeing you solely as the perpetrator; I understand the conditions that led to that action,” and, “I am not identifying myself only as the person who was hurt; I’m bigger than that.” You may even realize, “I have to let go of unrelieved anger to have any space for love to grow.” See if 5 minutes a day doesn’t warm up the love dynamic. For a real intimacy boost? Get him to do it too.

2010-05-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
i know you feel where i'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that i've done
most of it really was for the hell of the fun
on the carousel so around i spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how i lost more than i had ever won
and honestly i ended up with none

there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
i'm thinking baby i should get it out
and i don't wanna sound redundant
but i was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cos we don't wanna be a t.v episode (t.v episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you

hands down there will never be another one
i been around and i never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it

i've been to london, i've been to paris
even way out there in tokyo
back home down in georgia to new orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
and just like that girl you got me froze (got me froze)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/nothin'_on_you_lyrics_b.o.b.html
like a nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you

everywhere i go i'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where i'm at girl you make me wanna sang (sang,sang)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride

2010-05-07T08:46:00.002+08:00

I'm in a very foul mood today.

Wala na talagang maasahan sa mundo. Pag ako natapos walang kahit sinong makakakuha ng kahit ano sakin. Ultimo pang-inom.

bisaya

2010-05-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

di ko alam bat nagtataka ka pa.

2010-04-09T18:11:00.001+08:00

"If you're lucky enough, you meet the person that divides it, the you met her and the time before."

I love Lorine Kaye Balbon Cabrera

2010-03-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

Kagabi I was smiling sa sarili ko.. Kahit pa yung di ko pa alam yung mangyayari.. I missed the times na ako yung dumadagan sayo at nangungulit parang yung pagdagan ni Chelsea.. Di naman sa natatawa ako.. Parang basta.. Ewan di ko alam yung nangyayari sakin nun.. Parang lahat ng bagay ay patapos na.. Last week my days are so lonely.. Parang ramdam kong tapos na.. Parang ewan.. Di ko naman talaga naenjoy yung sem ko na to.. Siguro sa weight training pero other than that wala naman.. It's always the same things lang naman yung mga nagpapalungkot sakin.. So last week parang patay yung mga araw ko.. I can't even imagine myself na hindi magyosi sa isang araw na inialis ko sa bahay.. I go to school.. I smoke.. I go home.. Smoke some more and then matutulog ako.. Well at least itatry kong matulog.. Ganun lang yung mga araw ko.. Malungkot siguro ako kasi hindi ko na kilala kung sino ako.. Or kung anong nangyari sakin.. How did this happen to me.. Or to you.. Bakit nangyari yung mga nangyari.. Bakit parang ang feeling ko ako.. Stuck ako kung nasan ako.. Sure I can look happy and content.. I can lie myself kung ano talaga ang mga nararamdaman ko.. Well syempre pag nagsisinungaling ka sa sarili mo eh wala kang pautunguhan nun kasi wala naman talaga.. Gets naman ng lahat yan.. Para ka lang baliw..

Sometimes feeling ko lang na kulang ako.. Compared sa mga tao sa paligid mo.. What really hit me nung bago nung ginawa ko eh yung sinabi mo na you have other things to worry about kesa sa stupid immaturities ko.. Kulang talaga ako.. Hindi naman ako gwapo.. Hindi naman akong sobrang lupit sa sports.. At wala pang weight yung mga naaccomplish ko sa school kung meron man.. At wala pa antagal pang mangyayari yun.. You have a lot of things going for you and I don't want to be the one to pull you down.. Syempre yan naman talaga ang mararamdaman ko.. Anyway.. Hindi naman ito ang point ng post na to na magrant at kung ano ano pa..

Between you and me.. You know na ikaw ang nagpapatakbo ng relationship natin.. Ako rin feeling ko rin ganun yun.. Sometimes naiisip ko na ienjoy ko ang every moment na anjan ka pa sa tabi ko.. Kasi everyday ang feeling ko eh nawawala ka na sakin.. Yung para bang feeling nung asawa ni Mr. Shuster?.. Ganung feeling.. Yun nga.. Mahal kita.. Kahit madami akong nagagawa or nasasaktan kita palagi.. Ang gusto ko lang ay sumaya ka.. Kung wala man ako or andito.. Ayaw ko na nahihirapan ka at naiintindihan ko naman yung pinanggagalingan mo.. Self-centered ako. kaya ko nasabi yung mga bagay.. Kaya ko binabalikan yung mga nangyari.. Kasi hindi ko matanggap na lumihis ako sa gusto kong iparamdam sayo.. Na gusto kitang masaya palagi.. Na ako yung safe haven mo pag lahat ng problema anjan na.. Parang hindi na ako yun.. I'm sorry.. At kung mabasa mo man to.. Sana maging masaya ka.. Lagi lang akong nandito at di ako mawawala.. I just feel sorry and pathetic.. Pero I'll try to be O.K. para makatulong sayo.. Papasok ako at mag-aaral mabuti.. You don't have to worry about me.. I'll take care of myself.. I'm sorry na umabot ka dito.. Alam ko na ayaw mo din naman yun at it was difficult para sayo.. Magingat ka palagi..

At salamat sa pagmamahal mo kahit I don't deserve it.

I hate secrets.

2010-03-16T20:59:00.001+08:00

I had a graphic dream.

2010-03-15T12:41:00.001+08:00

Make someone happy,
Make just one someone happy;
Make just one heart the heart you sing to.
One smile that cheers you,
One face that lights when it nears you,
One girl you're ev'rything to.

Fame if you win it,
Comes and goes in a minute.
Where's the real stuff in life to cling to?
Love is the answer,
Someone to love is the answer.
Once you've found her, build your world around her.

Make someone happy,
Make just one someone happy,
And you will be happy, too.

2010-03-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

word for the day is platonic.

2010-03-06T17:31:00.001+08:00

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

2010-02-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

I love birthdays.

Especially mine. :)

2010-02-26T16:44:00.001+08:00

I have no right to judge her. In what she's going through. All I can do is give her all the love and respect I can give and see how the story ends.

2010-02-24T20:19:00.001+08:00

I've been craving for a watch. Digital. Yung kita yung seconds. To remind me that every second counts.

Easy as 1-2-3

2010-02-23T22:46:00.001+08:00

" Ang love life ay parang KETCHUP, maraming SAWSAW."

"Don't get mad, just get fucking even."

2010-02-22T01:52:00.001+08:00

Come inside take off your coat,
ill make you feel at home
Now lets pour a glass of wine
coz now we're all alone,

I've been waiting all nite
so just let me hold you close to me
Coz i've been dieing for you girl
to make love to me

Bridge
Girl you make me feel real good,
We can do it till we both wake up
Girl you know im hooked on you
and this is what i'll do,

Chorus:
(I wanna love you down)
I wanna sex you up,
All nite, (you make me feel good)
I want (to rub you down)
I wanna sex you up,

Let me take off all your clothes.
Disconnect the phone so nobody knows.
Let me light a candle,
So that we can make it better.

Makin' love until we drown.
Girl, you know it feels real good.
We can do it 'til we both wake up.
Girlyou know I'm hooked on you.
And this is what I'll do.

*CHORUS*
Make sweet lovin' all night long...
(I wanna sex you up)
Feels so right it can't be wrong...
Don't be shy girl rescue me...
(i wanna sex you up)
Open up your heart and I'll set you free...

paggising ko. 7:05pm

2010-02-18T19:02:00.001+08:00

p&^@^!@&g mukha yan.

sira araw ko.

2010-02-07T15:02:00.001+08:00

Nagbabasa ako ng tumblr na binuksan dito ni Matong.. Mga emoshit.. Ang sabi "Bakit di na lang tayo, ako di kita sasaktan..".. Everytime na may away kami ni Lorine, yan ang naiisip ko..

Na sasabihin ng ibang tao sa kanya.

2010-02-07T14:54:00.001+08:00

I was telling myself the other day what could prevent me from having a nice week this week and I can't believe this actually happened..

2010-02-05T21:08:00.001+08:00

"What are you trying to prove Astrude?"

-Celine

"A point..... Ano ka ba joke lang. Ito naman."

-Astrude

hahaha panalo si Astrude. XD

The first letter of Paul to the corinthians

2010-02-01T09:20:00.002+08:00

... Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

mungii

OA

Happy New Year

Just because you are my definition of happiness

Thanksgiving.

You're my gift.

kiterunner

kiterunner

:)

09/02/2009

LSS

=(

Just saying.

Self-pity

Punked.

Happy Mother's Day ♥

04/10/11

"you put the boom-boom into my heart.."

"He who is not impatient is not in love."

Everything's gonna be ok in the end. If it's not ok, then it's not the end.

For God blessed me with you.

kom sema-ri-gahan chi-be-yi-soappa gomomma gomae-gi gomappa gommun tung-tung-haeomma gommun nal-shin-haeae-gi gommun na bul-gwi-yo-wohishuk hishuk cha-rhan-da

"ikaw naman kasi.. ang oa mo.. laging sablay yung diskarte mo."

"all you can do is push forward, try a little harder next time."

ang Love, parang chemical bonding, minsan ionic, minsan covalent.

"It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop."

Pulis

:)

six..

keep an eye on your valuables.. :)

From my recollection.

sorry.

Sa paglimot.

uwi na koooo.. :)

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Shiela Miraflor ganda bubble gang ngaun

Vincent Raye Rebultan i don't care..

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Pagkabukas ko ng FB yan ang nakita ko.. nakakatawa lang.. hahahaha..

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zzzzz..

zzzz

What if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

matagal ka na dapat patay gago.

bisaya

I love Lorine Kaye Balbon Cabrera

I hate secrets.

Easy as 1-2-3

paggising ko. 7:05pm

The first letter of Paul to the corinthians

kom sema-ri-ga
han chi-be-yi-so
appa gom
omma gom
ae-gi gom
appa gommun tung-tung-hae
omma gommun nal-shin-hae
ae-gi gommun na bul-gwi-yo-wo
hishuk hishuk cha-rhan-da

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