Everyday it kills me as the day I depart for the U.S. nears. I won't be able to see your face when you sleep during bus rides. I don't really understand why you have doubts whether I want to see you or not. It's just hard to balance the things I want to do before I go. That is why I always try to ask you if you want to go with me to do something because if you ask me what I want to do before I go, my answer would be spend every minute with you.